That night God spoke to me
And asked if I were alright due to the circumstances
I told him had very little sleep recently, slyly he put his finger on my forehead
And I fell asleep an slept for almost six hours
After that another day brook the night and I realized that some of burdens had been lifted from my shoulders
Some but not all
Hard
I try to breadÂ
It is difficult
Do I have do this
All my life has been
filled with fear
Fear of failing, fear of not being acceptedÂ
and here I am
again
Have to master
Have to be sure
Have to be something
Have to
And again
the wave of agingÂ
of changing
shape and posture
status and rank
Yesterday I met my
father
He were older to
and in the bookshop
our foreign minister
stood and read biographiesÂ
of past politiciansÂ
I greeted him because
life is sometimes better
when one takes
risks
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Agony
Agony is in my heart
It is all I got
all that is left
after so manyÂ
years
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Revisit
I am here nowand this is
my land
but not
anymore
Someone took it away from me
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No shame only blame
Do not feel shame
I come to makethe final
destruction
of your
good name
You will hide yourself
in shame
Sabbatical
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I
I am a schemerÂ
that is myÂ
nature
Rotten by heart
some people
would say
Nothing surprises meÂ
anymore
But useful
I amÂ
Sometimes
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Lead
Slowly the poisonÂ
is finally kicking in
And I am going
to see the world in aÂ
different light.
What we give is facts
and new hope
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Axis
I do not know what to do
I do not know what to say
I do not know how to be
I liveÂ
I have no answers
to your questions
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Hope
Not to be seen
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Together
We can stop time
TogetherThis is the true path
every time
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