I do not feel home in this world. I have because of all anxiety and stress I carry around not been able to create a life where I have a sustainable income.
So I write this text because yesterday I found out that my life here did not allow me to be what I were once destined to be and this caused me a lot of pain. I do not see any solution to any problem that I have. I will stick on to this insight and try to live as well as I can.