Fight, flight and freeze
Repeat
Fight, flight and freeze
Again
So boring
Fear of Waking Up
A bad day
A bad night
And more like that
Fear that I one day
Will wake up and
Realize that I never
Lived
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Quick
Running through
Time and space
Still not moving
An inch
It is all in my mind
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Lost Me
Lost all of me
Somewhere
Along the way
To fulfillment
And happiness
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Options
Silence is not
An option
Just a
Consequence
Of earlier
Actions taken
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Tired
I am so tired
And irrelevant
That I don’t
Know why
I keep living
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Sunlight
Trust, hope
Time
Will tell
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Reduced
The words keeps coming
I am still here
Deranged, my life reduced
To rubble
While the snow keeps
Falling
Covering all dirt
Underneath
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Late Places
Lost spaces in the crowded city
Places to visit for memory or
Out of desperation,
The crowds has moved on
Below in their dirty cars
I stand on the bridge
Trying to remember
The lost river
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Decompose Your Past Now
To change is to die a little bit
The bitter taste of wasted time
Sunken costs stench
In your nose
Like burned tires or rotten meat
You had the time
And now you need to
Destroy your past
Burn it all down
While sobbing and getting drunk
On old whisky
The love you had
Has decomposed
You will never be compensated
Forget it all
And let the madness
Take hold of you
Go to the nearest beach
And dip your toes into.
The water
Whatever the temperature
Just do not stay there
Go on and on and on again
And I promise that you will thrive
In the ice cold world that man created
For himself and his lonely God
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