Turning Points 

The wheel of fortune

Turns again

I  am trying
Again and again

That is me

Filled with

Illusions 

I am so ashamed 

Worthless

That is me

This is me 

Compassion 

In

Suddenly in the middle

Of everything someone

Wakes me up poking me

“Do not fall asleep now”

I am at a party

Wrong place, wrong time,

Wrong crowd but

I am ok alive

Sucking every drop

Of life out of dry tubers