Living with a bipolar partner can be very traumatic. All conflicts tend to be extreme. Whatever you are doing is completely wrong. You don’t deserve any credit for anything. No matter what you have done so far is never enough.
Then after that comes the change. She is so sorry for what happened and what she has done. Then there is a slight chance that you can agree on something. This agreement she might keep or not. But the that is s good start.
Once this pattern has repeated itself enough often. One start to adapt and create strategies for handling it. Eventually however it gets you and you can give up talking about your needs since they are not acceptable if he/ she does not feel well or is frustrated for one reason or another. It can be a family quarrel with a mother or something at work. You will have to carry the burden of that by being the target of aggression and merciless criticism for something completely different like putting the children to bed too late or in the “wrong ” way.
I have been here before. I was married to a spouse with bipolar disorder for almost 10 years. It was very difficult all the time.
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One of the problem is that you can never solve some problems because there are other emotions behind and they tend to destroy /traumatise and damage you. It is painful to hear that you are the scum of the earth and then moments later she will act as if everything is normal and nothing happened!
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Yes! I am working through the damage caused to me. Weekly counseling right now
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It didn’t end well and I am starting to heal
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Yes my experience is also that you don’t get away unharmed!
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