Morning Issues

In the early hours of

Morning, I woke up

Writing

Again and again

misplacing important things

Trying to creat a structure

For

Dealing with the most painful

Things in my life

Debt, conflict

Unresolved Issues

Maturing trying to get

Out of the cave

Starting to feel

The inner strength

This is magic in it’s

Purest form

Agony Of The Bed

Another sleepless night

Waking up at three thirty

Thinking on what

Could or should be done

Thoughts and panic at

The same time

Making breading hard

And the walls in the room

Closes in on you

Like being buried

At the bottom

Of the sea

Only sleep will

Give relief

Freeze

I am in the middle of the nightmare

Can’t move just pacified by sheer terror

Don’t know when but eventually I will

Leave this bizarre state of mind

Openings

Trying to find the door

Not being so unable to handle

My economy

Not being trapped in fear

Of losing money and meaning

Looking for openings

Prison Of The Mind

Realising that I am trapped

Here in my own country

Without, work, money

Or any other resources

Have only to trust my mind

In order to get out of here

It is the prison of the mind

No Way To Pay

Sleepless night

Waking up at four

Only to find an invoice

On the floor

Something, someone

Else had promised

To pay the other day

Can’t sleep no more

No money in bank

Just have to get

Through another

Day without being

Able to pay