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Tonight I determined

That I am not human

Not authentic

Just a weird sort of

Poetry bot

Producing text for

Readers that might not

Exist

But being Webspiders

Or Bot readers

Then I fell

Into a dreamless sleep pattern

Not awaken until

I became a stock market program trader

Forgetting to Remember

We all need nurture

Finding hope and connection

With other people

For some this is easy

For other this is hard

I start from the beginning

Every day

And still this is not true

But it feels that way

Therefore

Remember to forget

Forget to remember

Being Angry

Anger can be a great force

Changing our lives and futures

Or destroying it

Anger has this ambiguity

Making it a tool for

Harm as well as Self-harm

If you try to put out the fire

It will consume you

Let it burn free and it will harm you

And everything around

What a power, what a constraint

What are we going to do?

On Disasters

Disasters can appear in many ways

The can be big colorful and fragrant or

Small creeping and discrete

Somehow going under the radar

Until they hit you hard in the head

Like now, we don’t notice until

It is too late and the scream of the dying

Wakes us up in the middle of the night

Wrath

Being angry

Does not solve

Anything

Still it feels

So good,

I love wrath

True righteous anger

Giving such a strength

And motivation

Unfortunately it goes away

Too quickly

Leaving a feeling of burnout

And empty mind

Dreaming Life

Creativity is a slow process

Trying to get out of the depression

Is like living in a surreal dream

Is this really my life

Are those problem really my problems?

What happened?

Can I take it again?

No it is forever passed

Traveling back to my land

Lost in memory

Lost because of deceit

A normal way to acquire

What you need in my

Family

We stole from the start

Until the very end

Even from our own of course

Leaving behind broken

Hearts and lives