PTSD By Day

Time runs fast and still very slowly

Experiences varies from day to day

The worst thing is that certain parts

Of the brain feels sealed off

Connection missing, meetings, decisions

Are not remembered

Living in the middle of the chaos

Is so crazy it goes on and on and on

Another Future

The future has change

Form, shape and feature

We need to settle this

But no one knows

Who will win

Can there be a winner?

But rule and the game of the rule

Has changed

Mental Earthquakes

The foundations are shaking

Everything is in the balance

A loss or a gain is a temporary thing

We have to keep on running

But when we stop

What will we do then?

Fear and Reason

Suddenly all rational thinking

Disappeared and only

Undefined fear remained

Realizing that not being

In control will be the new normal

Limited Options

The entrance that once was so big and dominant

Have become small and well hidden

Maybe it is not even possible to enter

The once great building in the city centre

That use to be very prominent

Now is just a discreet part of the street

Avoiding being noticed in every way

It’s balconies tremble and not

Even the desperate smokers

Venture out thereby jeopardizing

Their life and future

Age changes us but still

We remain remarkably the same