Here I am again
Lost in expression
Lost in the same
Labyrinth again
Time passes
Patterns stay the same
Again
Trying
Even though
I know it is to
Late
A Piece Of The Mind
Reintegrate the outburst
Castrate and recreation
Might not go well
Together
Peace on Earth
Might not go
Together
With
Nukes
Rushing Thorough
Have no time
For this mental mind
I have no room
For medieval meditation
I want life to get
Better right now
Searching For The Real World
Going out into the margins
The places where I can get
A decent perspective
A place from where
It is possible to understand
The world once again
Stress
Footsteps on the rock
Memories are still relevant
Relentless trials and a lot of errors
The footsteps are eternal
Our ambitions is not
The Best thing
The midlife depression
is a fact
Dealing with it smoothly
Trying to forget
The future or
Getting lost in the past
Just a rainy
Present remains
Life Hacks
Some days
Life lacks meaning
Direction and hope
I am just here being
Existing
But some days
Pain is being conquered
Mishaps
I did not know if I did
Anything wrong or
Just happened
To be in her way
Everything from that point on
Was my fault
Again and again
For the last ten years
What an awful way
To waste ones life
Sliding
Back in the bad place
Where I don’t want to be
Sliding down towards
Being nice and pleasant
Hiding the problem and
Frustration
As much as possible
If I can stop that fall
I can do anything
I want