What now next?
More of the same
Worse not better
Piece by piece
I will lose this
Fight
Next
Night Thoughts
Eternal light
White nights
Sleepless and tired
We can change
The animals can not
Change
But this does not
Make it easier
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Circle of Actions
The black darkness
Of being different
Defined as sick and crazy
– Go and get help
I don’t want to deal
With it, she said
There are no solutions
To your problems
Only me and my problems
Are solvable she continued
– I have no patterns I just keep
On repeating myself again
And again, that’s all
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In between
Out in the cold sun
Again
The verge between what
I think I do
And what really
Happens is so great
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Mosaic of Fear
Fear has ruled
My life
Fear of getting hurt
Beaten up, killed, humiliated
Hiding behind a friendly smile
My soul suffered and
The game of dishonesty
Took over
Now when life is
Almost over
I wonder why
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In Absence
The lost man
Searching for himself
In the void
Between him and others
Trying to connect
Trying to reach out
But to no use
Eternal loneliness
Is his credo
Not reality
But imagination
Still real
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In The Process
From one place to another
Losing it greatly
Finding space
Losing face
Finding life
Losing credit
Finding it to be a
Good moment in time
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Light Night
Suddenly it is evening
Driving around aimlessly
Trying to get used to
Living in the eternal
Twilight zone called
White night
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Communication
Losing my language
Tone deaf and unable
To surrender
I create a new one
With stones and sticks
Somebody might
Eventually understand me
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Drifting
Life is so much pain
Sometimes
So hard, so long
Floating on a raft
On an ocean
Knowing that
I might never reach
The shore but forever
Drifting along the stream of desire
My desires
Other peoples desires
Floating along
Hoping to reach the shore
While the wind and currents
Have their say
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