Night Thoughts

Eternal light

White nights

Sleepless and tired

We can change

The animals can not

Change

But this does not

Make it easier

Circle of Actions

The black darkness

Of being different

Defined as sick and crazy

– Go and get help

I don’t want to deal

With it, she said

There are no solutions

To your problems

Only me and my problems

Are solvable she continued

– I have no patterns I just keep

On repeating myself again

And again, that’s all

Mosaic of Fear

Fear has ruled

My life

Fear of getting hurt

Beaten up, killed, humiliated

Hiding behind a friendly smile

My soul suffered and

The game of dishonesty

Took over

Now when life is

Almost over

I wonder why

In Absence

The lost man

Searching for himself

In the void

Between him and others

Trying to connect

Trying to reach out

But to no use

Eternal loneliness

Is his credo

Not reality

But imagination

Still real

In The Process

From one place to another

Losing it greatly

Finding space

Losing face

Finding life

Losing credit

Finding it to be a

Good moment in time

Light Night

Suddenly it is evening

Driving around aimlessly

Trying to get used to

Living in the eternal

Twilight zone called

White night

Communication

Losing my language

Tone deaf and unable

To surrender

I create a new one

With stones and sticks

Somebody might

Eventually understand me

Drifting

Life is so much pain

Sometimes

So hard, so long

Floating on a raft

On an ocean

Knowing that

I might never reach

The shore but forever

Drifting along the stream of desire

My desires

Other peoples desires

Floating along

Hoping to reach the shore

While the wind and currents

Have their say