Game Changer

After completely failed

I had to start again and again

Like a never ending storyteller

A lier of sorts

The game had to be played

In another arena

So I went away searching

For new friends and

Playingfields

Tower of Silence

For a long time

I stayed

In the tower of silence

Not uttering a word

Waiting for the birds

To eat me for dinner

But I got bored

And left for the land of

The talkative noisy living souls

That traffic this dirty street today

Talking is thinking

However bad and incomplete

On Accepting

Staying silent is

Accepting the repression

Putting your agency away

Accepting destruction

Turning force and anger

Inside will eventually

Destroy your strength

Your judgment

In the start it is easy

Soon you will lose your track

Your path in life, waking up

As an old man lost in the

Mountains

Sacrifice

There are many ways

To make a change when

Disaster relief is needed

This eternal continuing calamity

Patterns of behavior is strengthen

By the other people around me

We are all in this together

However some of us are sacrificed

For various reasons

Loss of Words

Trying to look for words

But the mind is silent

Cannot tell what I feel

Or how I feel

Just an empty void

Inside the mind

Evening Clouds

The feeling

Is clear and certain

If I die this evening

It is okey

The weather is warm

And the clouds are beautiful

I had my experience

Feeling so great a few moments

That is enough

I don’t need more

I don’t care for more

Maybe I am free

Party Time

I am trapped

In a corner

With a lot of introverts

Steering a the party

Like zombies

What will this be?

How was this possible

They are now starting

To observe me

Maybe the zombies

Will eat me

Before the party

Is over?

Past the Future

My time is lost

Passed out into

Nothingness and

Trivial procedures

That other finds

So very important

Feeling detached,

Feeling lost

Feeling frustrated

And castrated

Invisible

Hiding away in a sofa

A place where I

Cannot be found

The mind is still

In flight mode

Quickly thinking

And searching for

Different ways out

What will settle its

Fright

Reflection on Margins

Finding the margins

Tiny and limiting

No big adventure

In the making

What to do?

Everything, nothing or something

Just so nice to leave it all behind