After completely failed
I had to start again and again
Like a never ending storyteller
A lier of sorts
The game had to be played
In another arena
So I went away searching
For new friends and
Playingfields
Game Changer
Tower of Silence
For a long time
I stayed
In the tower of silence
Not uttering a word
Waiting for the birds
To eat me for dinner
But I got bored
And left for the land of
The talkative noisy living souls
That traffic this dirty street today
Talking is thinking
However bad and incomplete
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On Accepting
Staying silent is
Accepting the repression
Putting your agency away
Accepting destruction
Turning force and anger
Inside will eventually
Destroy your strength
Your judgment
In the start it is easy
Soon you will lose your track
Your path in life, waking up
As an old man lost in the
Mountains
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Sacrifice
There are many ways
To make a change when
Disaster relief is needed
This eternal continuing calamity
Patterns of behavior is strengthen
By the other people around me
We are all in this together
However some of us are sacrificed
For various reasons
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Loss of Words
Trying to look for words
But the mind is silent
Cannot tell what I feel
Or how I feel
Just an empty void
Inside the mind
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Evening Clouds
The feeling
Is clear and certain
If I die this evening
It is okey
The weather is warm
And the clouds are beautiful
I had my experience
Feeling so great a few moments
That is enough
I don’t need more
I don’t care for more
Maybe I am free
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Party Time
I am trapped
In a corner
With a lot of introverts
Steering a the party
Like zombies
What will this be?
How was this possible
They are now starting
To observe me
Maybe the zombies
Will eat me
Before the party
Is over?
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Past the Future
My time is lost
Passed out into
Nothingness and
Trivial procedures
That other finds
So very important
Feeling detached,
Feeling lost
Feeling frustrated
And castrated
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Invisible
Hiding away in a sofa
A place where I
Cannot be found
The mind is still
In flight mode
Quickly thinking
And searching for
Different ways out
What will settle its
Fright
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Reflection on Margins
Finding the margins
Tiny and limiting
No big adventure
In the making
What to do?
Everything, nothing or something
Just so nice to leave it all behind
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