Frustration and desire
Mixing
Freezing limbs and the barren soul
Creating a rigid posture
To stand up to what life demands
When things start to fall
Apart in midlife
Posture and Pressure
Bad Times
Come and join me my friends
Hell on earth is here
Suffering has no end
It goes on and on
No stop, no hesitation
Just enjoy your powerlessness
Sunshine storage, life storage
I will be
Waiting for you to get your dream
Crushed so that we are on
The same level of humiliation
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The Best thing
The midlife depression
is a fact
Dealing with it smoothly
Trying to forget
The future or
Getting lost in the past
Just a rainy
Present remains
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Wrecking The Boat
Sometimes we become trapped
In the past
While life moves on
Confused
We are trying the old patterns,
Ways and tricks
But to no avail
We are starting to sink
And the only way
Is to keep swimming
The destruction did not
Make us wise but kept us going
With as much as we could carry
Only to end up almost naked
At the beach, starting all over
Again and again
Until we perished into the
The cold, deep blue
Baltic
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Big Dreams
Being on a high tech
Conference filled
With people dreaming of
The great big breakthrough
What a beautiful and
Destructive Illusion
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Decisions
Choices are difficult things
Options that are not true options
Just another maze of actions
Leading to obscure futures
And foreseeable patterns of repetition
Once I saw myself as a free man
Now I doubt that very much
Time will not tell nor heal any wounds
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Circular Anger
Anger is a good thing
The force to change
Is better than remaining
Passive
Still it is just a circular action
How does one change this?
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The Best Thing to Do
The world is new again
Changing conditions
Spring returns but
Life is a circular movement
Soon the winter will be back
The future is also
An eternal pendulum
Between paradise and
Disaster
Resilience might be a good idea
And not to carry around
To many things
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The Great Wall
Putting things together
To create a barricade
Against all evil
Building a wall
Against the world
To keep me safe
Will shot all intruders
At sight
With my imaginary
Machine gun
Violence is after all
The solution to all problems
And a guarantee for more
Problems in the future
After finishing the barricade
I will get drunk and
Sleep
In the morning
I clean up
And forget
All about it
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Depression
Hiding in sorrow
Avoiding leaving
The bed until noon
Sleeping away the day
Tomorrow might be
Better or worse
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