Is suffering healing
Or just another burden
To an overloaded psyche
Avoiding suffering brings
Sometimes even more suffering
I know this into the bone
But is this circle possible to break
Or an eternal curse
To live with
Purgatory
Rubble
Drinking to stay awake
So that the head
Becomes clear
Making the mind softer
The thoughts less quick
Less condescending
Being chained to the destiny
Any resistance is futile
Only the drugs give peace
To the battered mind
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Flightradar
The only way is not a way
It is a highway of good intentions
We are clearly lost out here
Our hope is falling us
Life cannot be better or worse
Decadence the only option to change
We abhor change
Our fragile society has to remain
The same forever
The ghost of doubt
Is having a meeting
With our unconscious
Every night
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Battered Land
The crisis came early
In the afternoon
Left alone to myself
I went around and around
Again and again in pain
Repeating an eternal pattern
Until late at night
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Ambiguity
The morning always breaks
In the middle of night in May
Collapsing the sense of day
Creating ambiguity about
The eternal order of the south
Where every night is dark as coal
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Moments of Experience
When I was a boy
I dreamt of a brighter better day
A day when I wasn’t alone
A day of love and joy
But with age comes
Wisdom and the joy
The great joy of not needing
To share moments
With those not interested
Everyone in their own eco chamber
Makes a lot of noise
Only the silent trees offers
Remorse and peace
For a troubled mind
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Trapped
Things went south
In a very bad way
I stayed put
Believing things would
Get better
They didn’t
Now I cannot leave
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Freedom
Can I ever be free?
Being trapped
In my own mess
For such a long
Time
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Wasted Wisdom
Hope is a great quality
Hope is the best of drugs
Creating an illusion
Of what is possible
To do or not
Breaking the routine
Of heavy depression
Returning deeds
And actions
To the meager
Reality of patience
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Fighting Spirit
The conflicts start
early in the morning
Promising a miserable day
Every move and action we take is a
part of a bigger pattern
So is the conflicts as well
It is all in the open to read
Still we go into a
Relationship with open eyes
Blinded for the longterm suffering
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