I am here now
In the middle
Of everything
Running around
Looking for answers
That will never come
While the day turns into night
I am here now
In the middle
Of everything
Running around
Looking for answers
That will never come
While the day turns into night
Silence is a great thing
Nobody listens
Nobody hears
I am full of fears
Still in this house
I find peace
My inner soul is abandoned
All my choices wrong
The anxiety uncontrollably
Being completely blocked
By other things
By other minds
By the will of others
Making up for the loss
That cannot be covered
Trying to heal the wounds
That cannot be healed
Limping on through life
Without any hope
Without any purpose
The day is long
The night will be sleepless
I am here
Hear me out
Before I leave
And my story
Is gone
I am in the darkest
Darkest of places
Under the radar
Under the sun
All those illusions
Great to encounter
To experience
Leaving my life empty
And void
Fulfilling other people’s
Dreams
There is no place for me here
Have to find another one
Another space, another situation
We have to make a change
I have to change
It is not easy
When the mind is not with you
But against you
It is a civil war
Within
I know
I have to fight
But
I have been fighting
My whole life
Every time things get worse
Only temporary victories
Agony has no limits
A ongoing feeling
Of immediate disaster
This will not end well
And it will never end
Is the feeling
Only short moments of relief
Comes suddenly and unexpected
I feel the pain of being here
Trapped in my history
And fear of the future
What to do
Where to go
How to find motivation
Building a life from scratch
the world turns on a word
I'm just another dreamer...
let's mend the broken
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