Midnight Poem

The turning point

Was not a turning point

Just a reason to move on

In the same direction

Restless and relentless

Trying to solve

The same problem

The same way as before

The Poem at midnight

Will not tell you that story

Again, sorry

My Story

My story is short

The message is not important

And very important

Since is me

Me is the center of universe

No one and nothing is more important

I even got an autograph once

Written by a very important author

Whose name I have forgotten

(After all is not my name)

She or he agreed

To something

But I cannot tell you what

All the my energy is absorbed

By thinking on me

Leaving

What do we deserve

What is the aim of our life

And existence

Hard question to live with

But this is here and now

In a small space

Waiting to leave the country

This became my destiny

Outside the Dream

Waking up is always painful

A meaningless

Interruption of the dream

Life is a form of suffering

Given to us

Not by a merciful God

But a punishment

For something unknown

Maybe we just happened

To be clay, available

To an almighty creator

Indifferent to us

Most of the time

A past time for an

All powerful force

Already bored

The Door

Searching for the door

The place inside that eventually

Will open up

So that life start working again

Trial by error

Fear and anguish

Must go

Still it is like being

An insect

Locked in by my own

Ignorance and inability

On Hatred

Hatred is a good feeling

Making you feel alive

And strong,

Taking quick and swift action

Demanding action

Like a wild horse

Still this is madness

True madness

But reason is limited

And maims the soul

A dangerous contradiction

To be handle with like a

Conundrum

Late a night with care

A Prayer Against Love

Love is a burden

A way to be

Abused and abuse

Being blind while seeing

Misunderstood or manipulated

Hope and despair

What a great entertainment

And treasure box

A tool for redistribution of

Wealth and genes

O lord save us from love

Cause it will end the world