Leaving

What do we deserve

What is the aim of our life

And existence

Hard question to live with

But this is here and now

In a small space

Waiting to leave the country

This became my destiny

Outside the Dream

Waking up is always painful

A meaningless

Interruption of the dream

Life is a form of suffering

Given to us

Not by a merciful God

But a punishment

For something unknown

Maybe we just happened

To be clay, available

To an almighty creator

Indifferent to us

Most of the time

A past time for an

All powerful force

Already bored

The Door

Searching for the door

The place inside that eventually

Will open up

So that life start working again

Trial by error

Fear and anguish

Must go

Still it is like being

An insect

Locked in by my own

Ignorance and inability

On Hatred

Hatred is a good feeling

Making you feel alive

And strong,

Taking quick and swift action

Demanding action

Like a wild horse

Still this is madness

True madness

But reason is limited

And maims the soul

A dangerous contradiction

To be handle with like a

Conundrum

Late a night with care

A Prayer Against Love

Love is a burden

A way to be

Abused and abuse

Being blind while seeing

Misunderstood or manipulated

Hope and despair

What a great entertainment

And treasure box

A tool for redistribution of

Wealth and genes

O lord save us from love

Cause it will end the world

Morning Sun

Blistering heat, a never ending road

Dusty and stony

Disappearing in the distance

A relentless wind carries the noise

Of the city from afar

A country that is not mine

A road for strangers on the way

To salvation or condemnation

Being a non believer this is weird

Not my place, not my life

Still my choice

I rest my soul here in the dust

Of human grief and desires

Mess

Stress fills up the life

Makes living unpleasant

Creates bad habit

And generates very little sleep

No peace of mind

Trying to find new ways of living

While the sun rises

Higher every day