The Door

Searching for the door

The place inside that eventually

Will open up

So that life start working again

Trial by error

Fear and anguish

Must go

Still it is like being

An insect

Locked in by my own

Ignorance and inability

Family

Shame and guilt

For failing to succeed

Failing to be viable

Causing distress and sorrow

Just standing in the shadow

While the happy ones

Throw rocks and insults