Downhill

Finally the depression

Reached me

Back home

Downhill a bad day

As a dysfunctional family work

We bring each other down

Playing the Game

Achieving new rewards

In order to sustain

What is unsustainable

The illusion of being

A winner while losing

The things that matters in life

A great way to go on

Not changing a bit

Remaining in the same position

Dreaming Life

Creativity is a slow process

Trying to get out of the depression

Is like living in a surreal dream

Is this really my life

Are those problem really my problems?

What happened?

Can I take it again?

No it is forever passed

The Breakup

Moving in and out of total

Paralysis, anxiety becomes

Uncontrollably

Floating around in what cannot be defined

I failed so many times

And therefore

Why try again

Bad Times

I know

I have to fight

But

I have been fighting

My whole life

Every time things get worse

Only temporary victories

No Sleep

Sleeping with tigers

Gives no peace of mind

Moving the worrisome

Burden of being a man

Into a fake battle

Between women and men

Young and old

There is no place

For solidarity and caring

Or Sharing no no no

Only take and steel

Plunder and destroy

Society will scream

With joy

The world belongs to the

Narcissistic thief

To his and her relief

The honest man will

Always be punished

The good man lose

You just have to choose

Live or lose

Run Rerun Return Repeat

The mind runs around

In circles

While the body still sleeps

Visiting the same places

Again and agin in the

Dream

Life was hard on me

Creating wounds

That will not heal

In a lifetime

Still every day

We, me and my body

Get up, go to work

Fight the fights of the day

And return home

In order to rerun

The show in perpetual pattern

That is what life is a show

But no one is watching

No one really cares

We are just machinery

And decoration sometimes

Only at night do we

Leave on vacation

The Thing of Being

Frustration is hereditary

And depression as well

Just a few moments

In the sun

Then endless

Landscapes of grey clouds

The sun sets and the night

Starless and windy

Sets in