I don’t want to save
The world
I don’t want to save
Myself
I will let go
Leave it all
Behind me
On the road
To freedom
Beyond
What is
Beyond
What could
Be
No Savior
Allergic Reaction
Once upon a time
I tried to play
The game
But I failed
Very miserable
Being left with my feelings
Of not being able to live
Anxiety and frustration
Blocked thinking and frustration
This has been me
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Instability
Everything is in extremely
Bad balance at the moment
I try to think
What happened
With me?
I recognize the pattern
Still it is hard to change
Maybe an emergency break
Running away
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Downhill
Finally the depression
Reached me
Back home
Downhill a bad day
As a dysfunctional family work
We bring each other down
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Time Stop
When the time broke down
I stayed in my room
For a very long time
Before returning
To the world
Only to find
That nothing had changed
Everything was in
The balance
But the weight had changed
I was now a very old man
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Prayer
Whatever I do
Will go wrong
Whatever I go
Whenever
Forever
Nevertheless
Never mind
It was just one
Of many illusions
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Mad Monday Notice
i don’t feel
Just am so tired
And still the sun shines
Behind the cloud
The pine-trees moving in the wind
Talking their own language
Making their conclusion
Is another time you know now
But what time is it?
What time is it now?
The time of hot, hot summer
And strange diseases
Or the time of other things
We don’t know
Around us
Around us
People are dying
We go around pretending
Is nothing going on
People isolate and procrastinate
Getting angry, drunk or sad
Anything to get out of the mad, mad place
That has become our space
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Lost Consciousness
Losing my mind
All the thing
All the thoughts
Are being demolished
Destroyed
Soon I will not know
Who I once was
Just a human leftover
In a big city
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Madness
I cannot control my feelings
Not at all
Just letting it flood
All over me
While I await a moment
To become rational
And logic
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Visiting
Went to the future for a visit
Today
In every way
This was just too much
An adventure into
The middle age
And back?
Everything the same but more extreme
More cafés and more heat
Resting on security and money (a lot of that)
I had enough
Went with a Ice bear back to the past
Looking for ice and a bit of snow
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