Bleach

Bleak light through thick clouds

Makes the world grey

The future looks bleak

I try to turn

Around without being

Able to do it

Feeling weak

Incapable of changing my life

Just not this time

This life

The Night Walker

Trying and trying

Initiating change

Nothing seems

To work

Don’t ask me

Because I have

No answers

Only, only

Movements and intentions

New Skies

Outside and inside

What we are

What we could be

This is it

This is now

Still changing into

Something different

Not like now but still

We are never the same

We never enter the same

River twice

The sun shines

Whatever happens

Wrecking The Boat

Sometimes we become trapped

In the past

While life moves on

Confused

We are trying the old patterns,

Ways and tricks

But to no avail

We are starting to sink

And the only way

Is to keep swimming

The destruction did not

Make us wise but kept us going

With as much as we could carry

Only to end up almost naked

At the beach, starting all over

Again and again

Until we perished into the

The cold, deep blue

Baltic

Coming Out

Playing the game of being

In the world

Being social,

Almost normal

While my mind is hiding

Changing course quickly

Like a supertanker

Turning

Habits

Finding other ways of doing things

Is tricky

Like breaking bad habits

Still this have to be done

Because if we don’t

It just stays

A patter