Life is a though thing
When you’re down
And out
Being ill makes it
Worse,
Lacking energy and
Motivation
Failing to many times
Is not a good start
Down The Drain
Trying
Trying to change
The world to be
A better place
What is better?
I don’t know
I just have the will
To make the world
A better place…
Without knowing
How
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Change
I am lost in
The idea of change
Maybe it is an illusion
Change might be a good idea
But a better idea is to be more
Of what I really am
Running around in a dead city
Trying to find a way to keep
Myself alive
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New
Trying to find
New options
This is hard
I am so tired
Of looking
And
Not finding
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Friends
Embracing change
Whatever it means
Is so hard
Especially scaling down
Leaving thins behind
Not keeping everything
My life was so hard
When it comes to leaving
Trying to keep every false
Friend forever
Being so lonely
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The Mess
I live here in the mess
A mixture of desire and frustration
Refocused on finding work and inspiration
Eventually Independence
Refocusing
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Change the Future in the Future
Mission impossible
Never accomplished
Except in my
Dreams
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Search
Aggressively researching
My options
They are a few
But they might
Exist
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Return of Action
The energy we give
To life, to action, the wandering mind
Reciprocate like a ricochet
Hitting us
Hard and changing our corse
On Earth
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HEAVY PRESSURE
The necessity to change
Now under
Heavy pressure
All the time
Inside and outside
Who am I
What am I
Why am I
All those questions running around like
Nervous flies in my head
Empty
