The Lost One

Together with people

That hates me every day

Realizing that there is no

No place on this earth

I have to go

I should never

Never have lived

Among you

Your world

But, you go and create

Inflicting suffering and destruction

Go and destroy yourself

Be happy in the destruction

Love will end the world

Your faith will kill you

And I don’t want to

Watch you burn

Dynamics

Some changes comes slowly

Surprisingly discreet

Crisis appears after that

Life is not so obvious

Underneath it deep

Movements takes place

We are just on the surface

Floating on the waves

Crisis Again and Again

Medication Meditation and mediation

The problem is that we have a lot of

The two first and not so much

Mediation

No one talks to me

Isolation, containment

Will never solve anything

As we know

From our history

The Road

Morning is always difficult

It is like being in a continuous state of war

Few positive rewards

Just a long walk

Never being able to relax

Crisis

How to turn

All those things around

Quickly and persistently

Waking up in the middle

Of the night

Everything is left to do

Eternal Crisis

The crisis is like an ongoing dream

A never ending continuous process

Nightmare and adventure

At the very same time

The summer always surprises us

Creating a new saga

Every time

But before that comes the hard

Adoption the a new unknown

Reality that replaces

The reality as it once was

Circle of Actions

The black darkness

Of being different

Defined as sick and crazy

– Go and get help

I don’t want to deal

With it, she said

There are no solutions

To your problems

Only me and my problems

Are solvable she continued

– I have no patterns I just keep

On repeating myself again

And again, that’s all

Creative Self Destruction

Remembering all the loses

I had in my life

The incomplete feeling of

Being incompetent

Being in the wrong place

The wrong time

All the time!

What matters is

The things that gives

Strength and hope

No problems are solved

By self destruction