All that energy is gone
Just a low hanging fruit
A place of no hope
Only pain remain
That is life
Here and now
No way
Years
Trying to survive
A life without
Meaning or hope
Just years
Passing by
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Deceiving the Mind
Running on hopelessness
Running my mind like a geme
Hate this life
Love this life
No sense
In this thoughts
Suntrade
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Loss of Life
I lost my hope
My life
My longing
It is all gone now
I don’t know how to make it
Still my body is here
Trembling
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On Depression
Finding a book by the tree. Actually a quite useful book
“Depression in Context” it works with positive reinforcement
When we are trapped in a negative spiral it can be because
We do not get low levels positive reinforcement and therefore
Get stuck in feeling depressed or not even get out of the depression
Which makes us much more passive and limited. We do not get out in life
Meeting people and it becomes a circle that is much more limited then
What is needed.
Act
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Deep Down
The loss of energy
Loss of hope
Returning depression
Starting the long climb
From the bottom of
The crater, again as always
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Depression
Hiding in sorrow
Avoiding leaving
The bed until noon
Sleeping away the day
Tomorrow might be
Better or worse
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The Cliff
For such a long time
I have been hanging
On the cliff trying to
Keep to climb back
To no avail, everything
Has been tried
Therapy, drugs, exercise
Screaming, writing, painting and
Meditation
Still being able to exercise free will
Without constraints flowing freely
How wonderful that would be
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Disaster
My life is a fucking disaster
Just one failure after another
Cannot live anymore
Just all this criticism
I am facing
At the every moment
Is killing me
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The Eternal Fight
It never stops
No end in sight
Always more conflicts
Never ending story
When anything goes wrong
It is always
My fault if I am ill or tired
My fault so life goes on
And on
And so on
