Hiding in sorrow
Avoiding leaving
The bed until noon
Sleeping away the day
Tomorrow might be
Better or worse
Depression
The Cliff
For such a long time
I have been hanging
On the cliff trying to
Keep to climb back
To no avail, everything
Has been tried
Therapy, drugs, exercise
Screaming, writing, painting and
Meditation
Still being able to exercise free will
Without constraints flowing freely
How wonderful that would be
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Disaster
My life is a fucking disaster
Just one failure after another
Cannot live anymore
Just all this criticism
I am facing
At the every moment
Is killing me
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The Eternal Fight
It never stops
No end in sight
Always more conflicts
Never ending story
When anything goes wrong
It is always
My fault if I am ill or tired
My fault so life goes on
And on
And so on
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Healing
Time and time again
Now I lose the language
Losing motivation to live
Or do anything
It takes time to heal
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On Control
Anger is the will
To move on
Many people
Want you to be
Sad, depressive
Then they control you
Anger is hard, has to be used
For change
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Cold Caseworker
Waking up in the
Middle of the night
Realising
That I am lonely
Depressed and that
Is normal
Many years has been spent on focusing
On dysfunctional friends and family
So many
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Pointless
Sometimes life feels extremely
Hopeless, pointless
Just as the gray weather outside
Do not see any meaning
Just moving through
The dirty city with its
people
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Down The Drain
Life is a though thing
When you’re down
And out
Being ill makes it
Worse,
Lacking energy and
Motivation
Failing to many times
Is not a good start
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Evening
Radiant, aggressive people
Running around the house
Losing out as normally
The body and mind is weak
Tired, fainting, no energy
Pulling, pushing myself
Together without knowing
Why I do it
