Bleak light through thick clouds
Makes the world grey
The future looks bleak
I try to turn
Around without being
Able to do it
Feeling weak
Incapable of changing my life
Just not this time
This life
Bleach
The Return To Despair
Trying to find reasons
To have some hope
But there is nothing
To be found here
Just a lot of people
Busy with their
Own mind
Just like me
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Home
The plan was to leave
But instead I am stuck
In this dirty house
Filled with frustration
And unwashed clothes
Nobody is happy
Nobody has the energy
To leave this hell
Well deserved of course
But still strong enough
To keep you stuck
Our own home is ultimately
Our own prison
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Alive
Whatever keeps me alive
It has to be strong
When despair
Grips the soul
In the middle of the night
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On Depression
Finding a book by the tree. Actually a quite useful book
“Depression in Context” it works with positive reinforcement
When we are trapped in a negative spiral it can be because
We do not get low levels positive reinforcement and therefore
Get stuck in feeling depressed or not even get out of the depression
Which makes us much more passive and limited. We do not get out in life
Meeting people and it becomes a circle that is much more limited then
What is needed.
Act
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New Day
Desperate
But clear sighted
Ready for change
Starting a new day
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Reasons
Desperate to find an answer
Somewhere for any reason
Any logic will do
That is the nature
Of being
Desperate
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On Desperation
When the desperation
Has been taken hold
Of your body and soul
Be aware of your toes
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And Again
The evening is here
A glance at the
Eternal night that never ends
No more feelings
No more pain
Only peace
What is the meaning?
None of course
Just being here
Out of nothing
On the way to
Nothing
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The Raw Truth
Cold weather,
Unhappy people
Cleaning the street
Under the grey sky
This is a dull place
To live here you got
To die inside first
