Regrets

How I regret that I

Survived the war

I could be dead

Long time ago

Resting peacefully

In the memory

Of a few

So much better

So much better

Karma

But the winter

Is long as life

Itself

Meeting me

Meeting myself

In the coffee shop

This is me now

Reading a book

About me ten years

Ago and I realized

That I am never gone

Be free, just more

Me

Late Conclusions

The party is over

Since long time

The people left

Forgetting what

They left behind

Worn down leftovers

Fighting the wind, rain and snow

Changing color as the green mold

Takes over, a small community of

Different plants and creatures

Soon other tables and people will take over

Or not, it does not matter

The relationship, however not clear will always

Remain as an anchor and hope

Black 19th

This is the darkest day of the year

No hope should remain

After this or that

Everything dies today

Everything is reborn tomorrow

In this mad vortex

Let me be in peace

Let me be in happiness

Let me be in water

Returning

I live in the north

In the land of small hills

And a lot of trees

Some blue lakes

And a lot of lonely and cold people

I wanted to leave but somehow

I am stuck here

First time I went back it was, Because of the language

The second time because Of my career

The third time out of desperation

The fourth time out of frustration

The fifth time has not happened yet

But it will

This is life in the far north

A place where the ice and snow

Is absent

The place where your soul freezes to ice

Take my advice

Stay out

Mindlessness

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Losing my sense and mind

Now everything is going to change

Again and again

But I will not be around

And that is okey

The mind aligned with a flower

Or a tree and me as a mindless

Savage forgetting everything

I ever learned