Everything Is OK

Acceptance is a great idea

Easy to proclaim

When you don’t

Face the consequences

The noise, the stress or

The forced upon closeness

Not to mention the smell

In the morning of half drunken

Beer and the smell of cigarettes

Meeting at Noon

Prepare for battle, confrontation

To start allover again

Find friends and lovers

New work, new house

I just don’t feel like it

All that energy

To pretend to be something

Other than myself

Playing all those games

We need to get through

Life is tiresome

We met at noon

To settle the score

To deal with it all

Lovers disaster couple

We should never

Have met

In the first place

Running

Keep on running

Running and running

The best way of keeping

Destructive actions at bay

Meaningless words are meaningless

Disruptions

I lost my life

I lost my meaning

The path disappeared

Over night,

A sort of repetitive pattern

I would show in my life

Huge contrasts and a dramatic

Breakup from past relation and meanings

Things, matter and economy became upside down

As I tried to get out of the dizziness

Finding a new way of being

It left scars in the soul

Bleeding and screaming for safety

Avoiding every risk

Making life dull and boring

And soon enough

It was time to disrupt

Again and again

Until the bitter end

That is now

New Things and Attractions

Opening the fun fair again

Filled with dysfunctional

Family attraction

Ready to turn your life

Upside down

Just outside the town

For the whole world

To look at

And be so amused

While you are getting abused

Hurray hurray

Is our dysfunctional family show

Tonight

Just pay and enjoy

Be happy that you don’t

Have to play in this ploy

Review

So I been told

All through the night

How bad I am

“You are a parasite”

The parasite told me

While sucking

My blood

“You used me”

She said taking

My money and hope

“Love me, why don’t

You love me

Now I am burned out

Because of you”

While running around

In circles blaming

The world

Pitying herself

Sugar

There are so many ways

To lose your soul and yourself

Love is just one of them

Still we keep searching

For the attraction

That eventually

Will kill us

Again and again

Circle of Actions

The black darkness

Of being different

Defined as sick and crazy

– Go and get help

I don’t want to deal

With it, she said

There are no solutions

To your problems

Only me and my problems

Are solvable she continued

– I have no patterns I just keep

On repeating myself again

And again, that’s all