Family

Shame and guilt

For failing to succeed

Failing to be viable

Causing distress and sorrow

Just standing in the shadow

While the happy ones

Throw rocks and insults

What To Do

What do we do

When life

Hit us hard enough

When our patterns

Get the best of us

How to survive defeat and loss?

Only then the things that cannot

Be measured might save us

Like art, running or

Just being outside

In the miracle

That is nature

Being

Fighting the inner war

All the time

I know I am losing

But still it does not matter

Because I am

Fighting

And being

On Hatred

Manipulations and cowardly acting

Finally the betrayal of your children

Denying the problem

Causing frustration and

Hatred without retreat or reflection

No solutions seems possible

Pointless resistance

Lost battles and

Humiliation

There you have

A recipe for

Eternal conflicts

One drop

Madness in a bottle

He told me

Just a drop

And it will

Change your Life

Forever experience the miracle

Of universe, meet God and travel

To unknown galaxies

I did the drop

And since then

My legs have been

Itching

A true change

A Madman’s Wisdom

As being the madman

In the game

I eventually realised

That the sane were mad

And that my version of reality

Happened to be the true one

Just saying this in the early morning

As the light shines through the window

Even after a disasters

I did see it coming

And told them as a male

Cassiopeia that we should stop

They laughed and down we went

Here we are on the brink

Still here but on the way to the abyss

Give it another try and you will

Find us at the bottom

Looking for food and

Clean, clear water

Going Down

I cannot save my world

Again I am into a battle

Against my self

I know what I want

But me, myself and I

cant do anything

To ever get there

Let it go down

Let it go down

I lost my soul

That I never had