Cascading failure

The energy builds up
I start to do things
I do to much
The energy is gone
I fail again and again
Back to the pit
I start climb up
Again

 

Painplay

Hiding away from other people
In a place with a lot of people
I am shy
I am ashamed
I failed

Trying to cope
Waiting for wounds to heal
Aroused by the feeling
Of shame and anxiety
I create new things

The island

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Closing all my senses

For the obvious

I acted like a fool

Only to realize it

Afterwards

Thus works the subconscious

And I only watch the disaster

From afar, safe but sad on the shores

of my lonely island