I am in the
Middle off
A big lie
That makes me
Feel bad
And unable to sleep
Here and Now
Mishaps
I did not know if I did
Anything wrong or
Just happened
To be in her way
Everything from that point on
Was my fault
Again and again
For the last ten years
What an awful way
To waste ones life
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Sliding
Back in the bad place
Where I don’t want to be
Sliding down towards
Being nice and pleasant
Hiding the problem and
Frustration
As much as possible
If I can stop that fall
I can do anything
I want
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Outside the Dream
Waking up is always painful
A meaningless
Interruption of the dream
Life is a form of suffering
Given to us
Not by a merciful God
But a punishment
For something unknown
Maybe we just happened
To be clay, available
To an almighty creator
Indifferent to us
Most of the time
A past time for an
All powerful force
Already bored
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Morning Entertainment
The fight started
Already in
Early morning
A never ending
Conflict
Revolving around
Who has done
What and when
Always the other
Persons fault
Ongoing relentless
Stress
And the eternal excuses for being
In this eternal stress mode
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New Things and Attractions
Opening the fun fair again
Filled with dysfunctional
Family attraction
Ready to turn your life
Upside down
Just outside the town
For the whole world
To look at
And be so amused
While you are getting abused
Hurray hurray
Is our dysfunctional family show
Tonight
Just pay and enjoy
Be happy that you don’t
Have to play in this ploy
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Restart
The lunch eventually
Turns out to be the expected
Dysfunctional encounter
With between the narcissist and
Lone wolf
Each one talking to himself
In the different corners of the
Room
So that the circle can start
Again and again forever
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Fighting Spirit
The conflicts start
early in the morning
Promising a miserable day
Every move and action we take is a
part of a bigger pattern
So is the conflicts as well
It is all in the open to read
Still we go into a
Relationship with open eyes
Blinded for the longterm suffering
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The Lunatic Way of Life
Dysfunctional family
Has a genuine way to sabotage
Any sound effort for change
This systematic undercutting
No matter what emotional, human
And financial costs
Is important in order to understand
Why things go wrong
But it really does not matter
For the outcome
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