Anxiety on Ice

Sometimes you are trapped

In your anxiety and worry

Fearing the worst

Expecting the apocalypse

But in reality

Nothing happened

You are trapped by

Your own fantasy

Into a world of horror

When this happened

A hundred times it is

Recognisable

The Projection of Fear

Fear is a strange thing

It catches you

Holding you hostage

Making you not solve

Anything, just avoiding things

Still sometimes useful

But only when you

Trust yourself to act

Upon it

On Fear

Fear can be a good feeling

Keeping body and mind focused

Even though it eventually kills you

Do not let fear rule you

Just let fear

Save you now and then

The Center

Freezing in the afternoon breeze

The setting sun changes the colour

Of the city giving an illusion of ancient

History that didn’t exist

The calm, slick atmosphere of the

Administrative building

So frustrating in its denial

And lack of a soul

Promises a future

That is doomed and fears

For it’s own shadow

I am that shadow

Fearing Love

Meeting someone is so tempting

And so very difficult

I want to love

But love itself awakes fear

Losing your love,

Losing your control

Traps

Sometimes your fear

Becomes a trap

Being in a war

Makes it easy

To forget that

You are not in a war now

You do not need to feel fear

Here

Monsters

Fear burning inside

Your mind

Avoiding, trying to fight

The invisible monster

That do not exist

But still exist

Relaxing, letting go

Let the monster win

And see them

Evaporate in

The sun