Evil is a strange quality
Seldom encountered
In every day life
Still always present
As a shadow or memory
From long time ago
Haunting you through the
Night into the light of the
Morning
Strange Encounters
Slumber
The day closes in
Soon the night
Will overtake
Out mad aspirations
And hopes, fears
That kept the day
Going in all it’s bright
Light that hides
Unpleasant surprises
All that will rest for a
Moment
While Sunday turns into
A news monday
Filled with new fears
That will hassle and tear
Us a part slowly
Piece by piece
Still leaving us
In the dark
To care for
Ourselves
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Evening in Fear
All that anxiety
All the pain
That keeps the body together
In fear of falling apart and
Of losing the
Little control
That is left
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Keeping the Wake
You keep me
Awake at night
Complaining for
This and that
Always blaming
It is never your fault
Throwing the children
Around like they are
Pawns for you
Which they are for you
But not for me
In the end
You know I will
Leave you
Relationship can
Never be built
On grievances
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Haunted
I am haunted
By what I left behind
To much unfinished
Business
anxiety and panic
All collected into
My soul
After so many years
I have been getting
Used to it
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Fear in memoriam
Acting in fear
Is not a
Great way to solve
Your life
Even though it is tempting
Sometimes
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The State of Sweden
Like it is not easy to know
I opened my eyes
And realize that the man
That I used to know
Had killed himself
Half a year ago
He had a son
That played harmonica
At his funeral
All his friends and foes
Wrote how sorry
They were
And that his suicide
And that it had left a scar
I once met him in a bar
He told me how his life
Had turned sour
Losing control
And the right to see his son
Not even speak on the phone
Attachment is for fouls
They will easy take away
Their pray and your
Beloved whatever
I know that if I care
To much
My soul will be touched
When they take my children
Away
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The Danger Paradox
Danger is a strange thing
We try to avoid it
Feeling fear and terror
But when we there
On the frontline
Facing death
We hardly take
Notice
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Fear
Fear is a strong feeling
It rules your life
Your daily routine
Always prepared for aggression
Your shoulders up
Expecting a hit
Anyone will take from you what you have
Do not sleep
Be prepared
For disaster
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Origami
The night relieves me temporary
Of my fear and anxiety
I will lose a lot of things
The next few days
But I do accept
This
Because I know the love will end
The world as we know it
That makes me rest in my own
Mindlessness and sleep
