Empty thoughts
Going through
My head I know
To much already
Don’t want to deal
With this
Closed
Maybe
Being locked in
By the other people
All their needs and
Frustrations
Cannot leave
Stenches and stains
Everywhere
It is so messy and dirty
In here
Lost the key to the door
Have to climb
The window
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Getting By
Feeling like an
Ordinary conman
Just trying to get by
Without being
To hurt
Unable to achieve anything
No success, no money
Just a lot of angry people
Trying to put me down
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Frustration
I have to get out of here
to many wasted years
On serving others
Do not know
How I will do it
But I will
Whatever the cost
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Going Down
Trying to make up for yesterday
Keeping my brain in shape
While being extremely tired
That is the nature of
Unresolved conflict
They keep knocking you
Down
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Hell Monday
This is a bad day
It is the Monday from
Hell, extracting your soul
Out of the societal machinery
You will soon be grind to powder
And eaten by the cows
Nobody loves you
And if they do they want you
To be loved to lobotomisation
As well
Kiss, kiss
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Locked In
Closed perspective, closed people
I do try to learn from my mistake
Maybe this is possible
Maybe not
Slowly moving masses of snow and
Really cold weather
Remains me why I once left this country
Now I am a prisoner here
This great gilded cage
Makes the choices rather
Limited
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Writers Block
Writing and freezing
Cannot write
My hands are blocked,
Chained in a painful way
I hate it
But it’s a
Fact
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Living Paradox
Being confused
Frustrated
I cannot make the
Most simple thing work
Its like a painful paradox
But a living one
Freezing in the cold wind
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Snowfall
I am cold to the bone
Freezing and missing
Love and affection
I know that
I will never
Have that
Again
