Illusions

All those options

That are just illusions

Have no energy for things

That drain you dry

And makes your action

Dirty

And Again

The evening is here

A glance at the

Eternal night that never ends

No more feelings

No more pain

Only peace

What is the meaning?

None of course

Just being here

Out of nothing

On the way to

Nothing

Dogs and Family

The lost places

When this was mine

And in the same

Time never mine

Earning and buying

The illusion of being a part

Of a family

Eventually it turned out

That we were nothing

Just dogs fighting for

A piece of flesh

Disoriented

When living

Life itself is

Creating pain

Inside me all the

Disappointments of

Being unable to

Achieve any of my dreams

I am still here in the north

Disoriented of directions