The Love That Never Was

Seasoned madness

In lonely places

That is hidden from

The public

Your madness

Is the only true guarantee

That we will never meet

And you will not even notice

What you missed

Nightmare Intro

This is the best way

To find the worst way

Become a man caught in his own maze

Labyrinth, unable to get out

Disoriented he stumbles around in

The surreal world

That the fun loving gods

Created for him

And then forgot

The walls are

Hardly visible

We are alone

On this barren planet

That is an island

For narcissistic crocodiles

Connect

There are many ways of being

Lost and lonely

Connection cannot be found

Easily with others

But it is always worth a try

Failing is better than not acting

Isolated

The mind is lost in itself

Cluttering every free space

Isolated in a

Never felt before

Accepting my loneliness

As a part of life

It is still painful

Moments of Experience

When I was a boy

I dreamt of a brighter better day

A day when I wasn’t alone

A day of love and joy

But with age comes

Wisdom and the joy

The great joy of not needing

To share moments

With those not interested

Everyone in their own eco chamber

Makes a lot of noise

Only the silent trees offers

Remorse and peace

For a troubled mind

In The Darkest Hour

Life is pain

I said to myself

Just a lot of suffering

No meaning to it really

I thought

Trying to topple the grief

In my closed world

Avoiding any encouragement

To live on

Still in the middle of all that

Darkness some glimmer

Of hope lived on

And on

Keeping me alive throughout

The yearlong winter

The Great Loser.

I keep on trying

Year after year

There are no

Meaning

I am a loser

And losers

As you know

Deserves to die

Out in the wild

Or in a camp,

A concentration camp for losers

The winners can put us there

And kill us

A winner is a killer, a murderer

Just doing the killing, quick or slow

That is the true nature of humanity