Western Sunrise

Hopeless and meaningless

Is my life,

I cannot see any reason

For being in this ugly world

But still I am here

Like a leftover from another

Era

I will soon be gone like the dinosaurs

And I will be so happy

To leave this awful place

Even though

The sun rises slowly in the west

And Again

The evening is here

A glance at the

Eternal night that never ends

No more feelings

No more pain

Only peace

What is the meaning?

None of course

Just being here

Out of nothing

On the way to

Nothing

History

Life has no meaning

Just a flow of actions

We dream of meaning

But there are no, memory

And the distortion of memory

Is all there is left

Meaning of Life

Maybe life has a meaning

But in the end it does not

Matter

It still too much suffering

To be worth it

Meaning for whom

What agenda drives

Your meaning

Your country, The church

Or maybe Ayn Rand

Never mind in the end

Is not worth it

You die alone

Anyway

The Passing Life

Fearing the future

I still have to accept it

For what it is and not

Life went away quickly

Now I am here alone

Waiting for it to end

Did it have any meaning?

I don’t know, just know

What I am at the moment

Where I am

California

I see my life passing

And suddenly connecting

To other people’s stories

But where am I

In all this mess

Just drifting

On the great river of

Life and desires

Just so lost

The rest of my life

Might be bitter and sour

But I am proud that

Eventually I left for

Something completely

Different