Lonely Alone

Living in the grey zone

Alone with people around me

Why are there no one

Like me

Why am I so alone

No one or someone

Just the empty silent eco

Listen in

I have been taking cover

Hiding in clear site

Not showing to anyone

Who I am and

What I feel

Until I forgot it

Myself

Time to listen

Carefully

Hell

Hell has its certain flavour

Tastes and fragrance

I am here all the time

Now

Hell is not a hot place

Hell is not a cold place

Hell is absence

Absence of love

Absence of hope

I have been here

Too long

But as an intellectual

It is quite entertaining

Cold sense works

Why

What am I doing now?

Why am I here?

No answers,

Only questions!

That are failing their purpose

That are failing their meaning

I am alone in this world

And so are you

In the end

But until then

Let us meet

Somewhere

In between the extremes

For You

In times of agony

Of great sorrow

I am here

For you

All you have to do

Is to trust me

Even if you can’t

Trust me

On the Road

Life can be like

A very long journey

Through the desert

Windy, sandy and dirty

Slowly draining you of energy

Changing the perspective

Turning around the prism

In the kaleidoscope

Nothing is clear

The way has been lost

Long time ago

So suddenly

Any road is the right one

If you don’t know

Where to go