Circle of Actions

The black darkness

Of being different

Defined as sick and crazy

– Go and get help

I don’t want to deal

With it, she said

There are no solutions

To your problems

Only me and my problems

Are solvable she continued

– I have no patterns I just keep

On repeating myself again

And again, that’s all

Coming Out

Playing the game of being

In the world

Being social,

Almost normal

While my mind is hiding

Changing course quickly

Like a supertanker

Turning

Cold Love

Dreaming in the cold

White night

Of summer

Love is cold

Like ice in the summer

Love is cool

Emotions frozen

Frozen yogurt

Will not

Keep you warm

At night

Mosaic of Fear

Fear has ruled

My life

Fear of getting hurt

Beaten up, killed, humiliated

Hiding behind a friendly smile

My soul suffered and

The game of dishonesty

Took over

Now when life is

Almost over

I wonder why

In Absence

The lost man

Searching for himself

In the void

Between him and others

Trying to connect

Trying to reach out

But to no use

Eternal loneliness

Is his credo

Not reality

But imagination

Still real