The Door

Putting all my energy into getting things done

Getting out through the door

To the shiny winter landscape

So white and threatening

Just leaving home take such an effort

I do not like it at all

Freedom will come at a high cost

Staying in the comfort zone

Will not bring it at all

Raging Fear

Fear is a terrible feeling

It hunts you down at night

Mixing memories and anticipation

Keeping you awake in agony

Agonising and reflecting

What you should have done

All those mixes of unclarity

To no use