Why did I survive?
I cannot see
Any meaning
In life
Question
Taking the Punishment
Together and more alone
At the very same time
Traveling and staying
Being confused and clear sighted
All those qualities mixes
In the consciousness
I rather be somewhere else
But no one escapes ones own mind
This is my well deserved punishment
Still I deserve no punishment
For hurting other people
Only myself
A true believer in our age
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Black Sunshine
Dark sun shining over me
Asking hard questions
About what it means
Being free
Who am I and why
This is me
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Questions
What is progress
Success and failure?
Why does it matter,
So much to us?
My whole life has
Been a failure for most
Of the time
And still I am happy
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We?
What are we?
What are we doing here?
Just being still other
Things drives us
Into the abyss
That we are not aware
Of
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?
What am I
Who am I
Why does it
Matter?
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Hope Itself
I need a vision
Something to
Hope for
But hope will
Never come
This way
It is nonsense
Like hope
Itself
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HEAVY PRESSURE
The necessity to change
Now under
Heavy pressure
All the time
Inside and outside
Who am I
What am I
Why am I
All those questions running around like
Nervous flies in my head
Empty
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Reality Acceptance
Freezing in the intensive
Sunlight, slowly realizing
The hardship coming
I do accept reality
The question is
Whose reality
Do I live in
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Why?
Why do we live?
I have no good reason
Demoralised and put in the margins
Nothing more than that
Nothing less
Still another day
Another year
Without love or support
Another year
Of hardship in
Front of me
More madness
More crazy people
More crap
Why do I live?
