What am I
Why am I
Where do I
Go from here?
After 53 years
I cannot answer these questions
Question
Why did I survive?
I cannot see
Any meaning
In life
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Taking the Punishment
Together and more alone
At the very same time
Traveling and staying
Being confused and clear sighted
All those qualities mixes
In the consciousness
I rather be somewhere else
But no one escapes ones own mind
This is my well deserved punishment
Still I deserve no punishment
For hurting other people
Only myself
A true believer in our age
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Black Sunshine
Dark sun shining over me
Asking hard questions
About what it means
Being free
Who am I and why
This is me
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Questions
What is progress
Success and failure?
Why does it matter,
So much to us?
My whole life has
Been a failure for most
Of the time
And still I am happy
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We?
What are we?
What are we doing here?
Just being still other
Things drives us
Into the abyss
That we are not aware
Of
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?
What am I
Who am I
Why does it
Matter?
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Hope Itself
I need a vision
Something to
Hope for
But hope will
Never come
This way
It is nonsense
Like hope
Itself
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HEAVY PRESSURE
The necessity to change
Now under
Heavy pressure
All the time
Inside and outside
Who am I
What am I
Why am I
All those questions running around like
Nervous flies in my head
Empty
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Reality Acceptance
Freezing in the intensive
Sunlight, slowly realizing
The hardship coming
I do accept reality
The question is
Whose reality
Do I live in
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