Nightlife

Another sleepless night

Another week

Another year

Still writing, still thinking

Life could be worse and better

The sun keeps rising

Every day

Sleeping

The mind is empty

After being filled

With dreams

Projected shadows

Of desires and hope

Fills our mind

Before the morning

Clears the scene

Only leaving only

Memories behind

Noise

The radio keeps playing music

Filling my mind with

Fragments of thoughts and music

Manipulating the mind

Half awake and half asleep

Things changes meaning

Creating new patterns

The Train That Left

Being tired is not pleasant

Still what to do

All those things

Bringing us down

Again and again

There are no end to the torment and detriment

In my dreams I am

Running along platform

To catch the missing train

The train that would take me away

If I had been in time

That night more than twenty

Years ago

Outside the Dream

Waking up is always painful

A meaningless

Interruption of the dream

Life is a form of suffering

Given to us

Not by a merciful God

But a punishment

For something unknown

Maybe we just happened

To be clay, available

To an almighty creator

Indifferent to us

Most of the time

A past time for an

All powerful force

Already bored

Nights of No Sleep

Wild screams at night

Sadness and frustration

No limits for the emotions

The little child knows

No bound or limitations

All that energy and the tired

Parents trying to cope

The mood changes quickly

Only the love and memories

Remains for a while

Journeys Inside the head

The mind is a strange place

Repeating memes

Again and again

Connecting dots in

Mysterious ways

Working the same memories

Again and again

Then you fall a sleep

And suddenly it is all different

New meanings, new memes

Still nothing has changed

Outside your mind

The door is still there

As the carpet and the house

Is just you that has changed

A little

Liminal

The phase between being awake and dreaming

Passing in between lines

Crossing borders

Breaking the limits

Of memories and desires

Never to be fulfilled

Between the dream and being awake

Knowing my limited

Abilities

That there will be no sunrise for me