Nightlife

Another sleepless night

Another week

Another year

Still writing, still thinking

Life could be worse and better

The sun keeps rising

Every day

Thinking

My mind is cold

Calculating

How things could be

What will happen

What will not happen

Underneath that is

Grief, sorrow and frustration

Time will only heal

Some wounds

Turning

The night turns into day

Having a hard time breathing

Waking up, changing position

Falling asleep again

Time passes quickly too quickly

Wild dreams all night

Outside the eternal white

Summer light

Grief

Sleepless

Keeping the mind awake

With meaningless rants

About this and that

I lost it all and still I am here

Being Broke

I am broke

Mentally

Financially

Psychologically

And very, very tired

I failed in every way

All the time

Right now and into

The dark future of our world

Maybe there could be some

Strange, unconventional meaning

In my life

Maybe

But I doubt

And it does not matter

Because what is, is

Nocturnal Noise

The night is noisy

Chatty and full of small thoughts

Nothing is clear

The thinking to no use

Round and round it goes

The mind is getting smaller

Only a little sleep

In a sea of sleeplessness

Will give some relief

Surviving

Mindless meditation

In the night

Avoiding all the narrow straits

Walking towards

A dream and bad sleep

Reflection

Sleepless night

Losing sight

What is to be done

How much time it will take

Frustration

Walking out in the cold

Early morning

Mourning my lost sleep

Lost life that

Went away

Long time ago