Opening

The soft white light of winter

Changes the perception

When tired and ill

Life passes by outside in

The afternoon

Waiting for the anxiety

To go away

Even though I know

This will not happen

Opening a window

To the world

Going Down

Trying to make up for yesterday

Keeping my brain in shape

While being extremely tired

That is the nature of

Unresolved conflict

They keep knocking you

Down

Raging Fear

Fear is a terrible feeling

It hunts you down at night

Mixing memories and anticipation

Keeping you awake in agony

Agonising and reflecting

What you should have done

All those mixes of unclarity

To no use

Lord of the Night

The night is dark and cold

Outside no life

Inside destruction

Destruction of thing

Destruction of work

Destruction of hope

Fighting an uneven race

I know I will lose

Fighting the wolf

Inside

The hour of the wolf

Is now

Here