Nights of No Sleep

Wild screams at night

Sadness and frustration

No limits for the emotions

The little child knows

No bound or limitations

All that energy and the tired

Parents trying to cope

The mood changes quickly

Only the love and memories

Remains for a while

Missing out

Trapped in the duty of caring

For children that are mine

And a bad relationship

That are also mine

I wake up at night with

The feeling of being choked

To death slowly but surly

Only the early birds singing

Like they are lost in the forest gives

Some remorse

Agony Of The Bed

Another sleepless night

Waking up at three thirty

Thinking on what

Could or should be done

Thoughts and panic at

The same time

Making breading hard

And the walls in the room

Closes in on you

Like being buried

At the bottom

Of the sea

Only sleep will

Give relief

Nocturnal Escape

Looking for a reason to be hopeful

But I cannot find any

Darkness is all around me

Filling up every inch of my soul

The tram travels on empty dark streets

Through the night

Once I had my life here and

A naive hope of a better future

Now I know this is never going

To happened only

The night and the journey

With the tram remains

Opening

The soft white light of winter

Changes the perception

When tired and ill

Life passes by outside in

The afternoon

Waiting for the anxiety

To go away

Even though I know

This will not happen

Opening a window

To the world