The Now And Here

I am here

Lost in this moment in time

With all it’s grief and misery

All it’s good and wonderful

Opportunities of the humankind

Still the white snow and human

Anxiety covers my world and limits

My action

Slipping

Losing grip, slipping on the ice

And falling into

the black cold water

Hurting my ankles

Trying to get up

Wet and humiliated

Soon the snow will cover

All the memories and the

Black water turn to ice

And the memory will

Only stay in my broken

Ankles

An Ugly Winter Night

Life at it’s worse
In the middle of the winter
In the land of the dead
The land of my dad

Where all emotion turned to ice
I never loved your white death
Ugly grey evenings starting at lunch

Slowly the cold eats into your soul
Numbing life and emotion
Here death regins

We move slowly through life
Never getting rid of the frozen ice
That has consumed us
That some think is so wonderful

White Reality

Leaving the reality behind

Walking slowly and carefully

Into the dreamy landscape

Of the winter ice

Like a use steppe in the middle of the city

Divided by open water

Here and there

The winter gives us

A temporary reality

With the danger

Of drowning

Lingering just a few

Yards away

Nil

The day has turned off

It’s cold and indifferent

Light and turned dark blue

High above the city light

Communicating again

With stars and outer galaxies

With songs and serene messages

Sent long ago from places that

Forever has perished

The present that seems so

Eternal is just a short stunt

A flash in the pan

But for us it’s forever

One of the illusions

We need for accepting

Our meaningless existence

At this very moment

Love will not save us

Neither will the saviour

With his non present,

Presence

Black Water

The cold sea

Changes color

Turns black and white

Waves hitting the shore

Winter and water

Freezes you to the bone

Rugged beauty

Keeps you moving

And makes your

Feet very cold

Finding a way

Through the deep snow

Between the pine trees

It is hard but possible