No Plans

I did not plan this

This was not my dream

Only tired reality

Options

Still the depression

Looms like a huge bird

Waiting for its pray

To come out into

The sunlight

Things To Be Done

Whatever can be done

And how

I don’t know

Empty speeches

Will not change

Anything but

Create another

Great illusion

Time and time again

We relive and

Escape the fact

That action must

Be taken in the relevant task

Otherwise we will get very lost

The Proposal

My life is silence

And an inner stormy sea

Different disasters

Forming my life

All the time

Keeping the feelings inside

I have difficult

To remember all of it

It is just a blur

But still I am here

Negotiating will not

Solve anything

Still I keep

Until the mist eliminate me

Preparing The Battle

I have to stand my ground

Nervous full of fear

What am I?

Guilt, pain and deep

Anxiety that pulses through

The system

Still the sun shines through

The window

An Empty Wall Of Thoughts

Since a long time

I live hidden

In the mountain

Surrounded by blind people

Busy with themselves

And others not noticing

Me more than my body and presence

The tower is damp and cold

I am a bitter old man

Writing and thinking

Finding little joy in life

While the battle for survival

Goes on in the valley

Few will ever read my thoughts

Long after I am gone

Only the flowers will

In their own way

Enjoy me and my ash

Very well worth

it the price of a great price for a great price

Gone behind the lines

On the other side

Fantastic Vision

One night I dreamt that

Every human was free

Each one living in their own tree

A small treehouse for each one of us

In a green utopia

But I woke up in the desert

Cold and frozen

The trees had left

For a better forest

And I just walked around

N absolute horror

Movements

So now we are trying

To change the world

Again

Beating up every effigy

And statue we can see

Hopping to change the world

One statue at the time

But maybe

By demonstrating we keep

Barking up the wrong tree

But what would the right tree be?

That beats me