Things To Be Done

Whatever can be done

And how

I don’t know

Empty speeches

Will not change

Anything but

Create another

Great illusion

Time and time again

We relive and

Escape the fact

That action must

Be taken in the relevant task

Otherwise we will get very lost

Taking Action

Action is not forming

My life

But great passivity is

I cannot take action

I want to take action

Change, be active

But the fear is

Definitely much greater

That makes the options

In my life so limited

Running away don’t

Help me at all

Since I bring

That fear with me

All the time

Decisions

Choices are difficult things

Options that are not true options

Just another maze of actions

Leading to obscure futures

And foreseeable patterns of repetition

Once I saw myself as a free man

Now I doubt that very much

Time will not tell nor heal any wounds

On Violence

Violence comes unexpected

Like a quick flash

Sometimes it is verbal

The result is a feeling

Of degradation a feeling

Of losing your agency

And confidence to take action

In No Control

Taking the command

Deciding how life should be

What a beautiful illusion

How could that ever be

When you not in

Control of your own actions