Here

Here I am again
After so many
Years

Like I have not
Learned a thing
Have not earned
Any Wisdom

Still I drive into that wall
again
With stubborn mind
Like it is the main purpose of
my life
Which might be the case

Why do I fight?

I fight even though
I do not know
If there is any meaning

Lonely and lost
In foreign land
I hide

Only to discover
That the enemy
Sees me
But not my friends

Writing

When I write 
Nagging, nagging
NAGGING the mind
Again again and agin
aging thoughts without grace
I live here and the there