Sometimes anxiety
Makes you crazy
Consuming life as it is
Broken Mind Repair
Trying to put the pieces
Together
Making things work
That is broken
Searching for healing
In any relevant way
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Middle of Madness
To be creative is painful
It takes time and there are
Long periods of procrastination
So here we are again
A manic stroke in end of May
When the lights is on the whole night
And people getting crazy
Nervous and filled with desire
The mind is turning, round, round all the time
Feeling bad and lost
Still so creative
How I love this feeling
Still hate it
Cannot find word
These last days has been like that
Loss of words
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Pressure
I am extremely
Lost today
Trying to focus
It is not easy
To many thoughts
At once
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Madness
I cannot control my feelings
Not at all
Just letting it flood
All over me
While I await a moment
To become rational
And logic
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Hiding
Things are getting out of control
I am here again
Returning to a temporary
Safe space
To rest my wounded soul
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Ending the Relationship
Anxiety cannot help
It only tells you to run
Run quickly
Everything more complex
Than that anxiety will not solve
Anything
But here I am running around
Prepared to leave
Without money or anything else
Needed to live
Just starting all over again
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Mixed Breed
Trying to avoid starvation
Which always happens when
The mind and the body
Do not go together
When the mind is divided
Screaming out pain and frustration
When two different souls
Share one body
Wanting so much
Achieving so little
Striving in different
Directions
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Bad Times
I know
I have to fight
But
I have been fighting
My whole life
Every time things get worse
Only temporary victories
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The Third Night
I could not sleep
The night felt like an eternity
A five the sleep took me away
Like the wind in trees
Going on in eternity
A Woman I became
Full of fear and agony
I died in childbirth
Twenty years I spent
With you
When I woke up
My bed was full of blood
Even though it was a dream
The body suffered a great deal
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