I have to stand my ground
Nervous full of fear
What am I?
Guilt, pain and deep
Anxiety that pulses through
The system
Still the sun shines through
The window
Preparing The Battle
Mental Earthquakes
The foundations are shaking
Everything is in the balance
A loss or a gain is a temporary thing
We have to keep on running
But when we stop
What will we do then?
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After The Great Wrath
There will come a time
When hatred doesn’t heal
Not making things better
Only creating divisions
Among us
Making us fight each other
What do we do then?
How do we build trust?
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Pressure And Pain
The pain is immense
It is an opened wound
That I carry around
All of the time
Normally hidden
But now it is opened
Burning like fire
Eventually it will
Do me in
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Fear
The anxiety is like a
Trapped animal
Trying to get out
Being chained
To the wall of circumstances
How to get out?
How to break the chains?
I been asking those questions
For decades now
Still I have no answers
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Panic
When losing control
Very early in the morning
A feeling of
Great panic
Still that is an illusion
We never have control
Just a belief and a will
That takes all the
Oxygen in the rooom
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The Collapse of Reality
Hopeful
Anxiety
Existence
Destruction
Self-Destruction
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Madness
I cannot control my feelings
Not at all
Just letting it flood
All over me
While I await a moment
To become rational
And logic
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The Breakup
Moving in and out of total
Paralysis, anxiety becomes
Uncontrollably
Floating around in what cannot be defined
I failed so many times
And therefore
Why try again
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Another War
There is no place for me here
Have to find another one
Another space, another situation
We have to make a change
I have to change
It is not easy
When the mind is not with you
But against you
It is a civil war
Within
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