Keep on trying
All the time
No matter
What it is
Under Pressure
Lost Prehistory
Anxiety is so irrational
Still in prehistoric times
It helped us to survive
Now it is hard to respond
To the threat that is so much
More complex
But there might be a compleatly
Different story
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Nonstop
Agony has no limits
A ongoing feeling
Of immediate disaster
This will not end well
And it will never end
Is the feeling
Only short moments of relief
Comes suddenly and unexpected
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Trembling Mind
The mind suffers in it’s cave
Isolated and hidden from view
Anxiety runs great
Crippling and making all actions
Rigid and half-hearted
Trembling in the cold sun of spring
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Friday Afternoon Frustration
No peace of mind
Just eternal struggle
Anxiety will never go away
Before the day
I die
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In the Middle of It
Living under heavy pressure
Trying to deal
With feelings
That are overwhelming
Taking over my body and mind
Still I am here
Alive
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Bad Containment
High level anxiety running through
My chest
Can’t feel anything else
Quickly, quickly it goes
I am high and low
Paralyzed running in the same tim
The head feels heavy
This is my life now
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Cold Spring
Planning my own
Suicide
Avoiding the worst
Ways of doing it
To go away
Requires planning
And relevant techniques
After a while
The insight that I am not ready
Slips through all the anxiety and pain
I return to the bleak sunlight
At spring biding my time
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Anxiety Into the Bone
This is me
What I am
What I could be
Anxiety works in many ways
Desperation is on way
To deal with this
I might even survive to
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The Parasite
So I been told
All through the night
How bad I am
“You are a parasite”
The parasite told me
While sucking
My blood
“You used me”
She said taking
My money and hope
“Love me, why don’t
You love me
Now I am burned out
Because of you”
While running around
In circles blaming
The world
Pitying herself
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