Mixed Breed

Trying to avoid starvation

Which always happens when

The mind and the body

Do not go together

When the mind is divided

Screaming out pain and frustration

When two different souls

Share one body

Wanting so much

Achieving so little

Striving in different

Directions

Entity

What am I

A bunch of bones

Tied together by fiber

And some thoughts

A few dreams and

A lot of liquid

Moving together

Through the universe

Randomly encountering

Problems and pleasures

Insights

The body feels

Lonely

Just as the mind

A sad collection

Of muscles, movements

And memories

I did not ask for this

Still I am here

Unable to move

Beyond the memories

Of past trauma

What I once was

Mind, soul and body

Quiet night, the reality is far away

I do not need to engage in anything

Create and listen, write, think

Ensemble myself together again

I am a little bit more me now

And it is ok

Soon I will lose myself again

But for the moment

I am more spirit than body

Hope

The time passed quickly
I lost so much,
that it did not matter
anymore
Escaping the problem
of my life
Was hard and easy
but in the end
The soul and body
could meet
and there
were a moment of
solitude in my
neurotic
lost mind