Sun rays

The paradox could not be

More extreme than that

Outside warm sunny summer

Inside cold dark winter

The sun did never reached

The depth of the soul

Darkness

Traveling into my own darkness

The dirty place I came from

Why am I still alive here

Can’t see any meaning

This is a day

When everything changes

All charges

All fears

Gone

But only for a

Short, short moment

The light is crystal clear

Tired less and merciless

Only darkness kept a blissful

Peace

Now forever gone

The Darkest Hour

Sometimes when everything

Feels hopeless and really is

When the pain is not just

Painful but more unbearable

When the need for hope is as greatest

But not available

Sleep comes a the great

Redeemer and liberator

Purifying the mind and soul

Evaporating the illusion

Of darkness into thin air

Inside us we are always

Infinitely more

Than what we feel and

Experience at this very

Moment

Hideout

Hiding in the dark

Like a spider

Waiting for better times

While the noisy monsters outside

Keeps running around

Making life difficult

Our Own Grave

Man is mans own slave

Digging his own grave

Every day

Soon we will all be gone

No one left

To sing our songs

Bad times are coming

My friend

We will all die

Together in the end

Mass extinction

It will be

You just wait

And see