So everyone is unhappy
Maybe that is how things
Should be
No one is happy the crisis
Is here we cannot go anywhere
Stuck to one another
We have to keep on moving
Until we break down in pieces
The Power Of Negotiating
We are being put under pressure
In life all the time
Again and again
Eventually I will give in
Do what they want
But this time I will try
Something very different
Something that puts me
To a better place than now
Or not it does not really matter
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Evening of Action
I just can’t
Take it anymore
It is all to much
Had enough
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Meeting at Noon
Prepare for battle, confrontation
To start allover again
Find friends and lovers
New work, new house
I just don’t feel like it
All that energy
To pretend to be something
Other than myself
Playing all those games
We need to get through
Life is tiresome
We met at noon
To settle the score
To deal with it all
Lovers disaster couple
We should never
Have met
In the first place
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The Final Act
So the eternal struggle starts
In this drama
There will never be any end to it
Different will
I am the week one
She is the strong
Money and thrift
Decides
Soon only the ashes
Will be left of me
Happy to leave this
Ugly planet
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Crisis
Here I am lost
The crisis is here
Trying to mitigate the anxiety
The realization that I will
Be on the street
Soon
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The Breakup
Moving in and out of total
Paralysis, anxiety becomes
Uncontrollably
Floating around in what cannot be defined
I failed so many times
And therefore
Why try again
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Return to Unhappiness
Separation
Whatever happens
This is the same spot
Back again
The same problems
Conflicts aiming
To solve nothing
Somewhere else
Nowhere else
And so on and on
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Loss of Control
I did not choose this life
This life chooses me
All that frustration
Being in a divorce
With two small children
In the same house
I don’t feel like having
A relationship
Ever again
Because it will all
Inevitably
Fall apart
I lose my own consciousness
Have no hope of any resolution
At all
Healing or dying
In the darkness of
My soul
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