Consolation

It is not life itself

That brings you down

But the relations

The dysfunctional situation

The material conditions

All that can be changed

But changing the patterns

The thinking, the actions is something

Truly different

Things lose their meaning quickly

And then we are trapped in the quagmire

Waiting or even hoping to die

Downhill

Finally the depression

Reached me

Back home

Downhill a bad day

As a dysfunctional family work

We bring each other down

Traveling back to my land

Lost in memory

Lost because of deceit

A normal way to acquire

What you need in my

Family

We stole from the start

Until the very end

Even from our own of course

Leaving behind broken

Hearts and lives

The Navigation Act

Sometimes we have to navigate in bad water being

Lost among family and friends

That have their own problems

Such is life,

That when we need help the most

It seems to be farther away

Than we can reach

We are trapped in a limbo

Being to weak to get out of the trap

But to strong to sub comb

And here we are waiting for

The iceberg to melt

So that our bad ship

Might reach the

West Indies

Going by Greenland

Was not a good idea

Even though the name

Seemed to promise

A good time

Places for Self-Destruction part 1

The family is the most destructive way

To live if it is dysfunctional

Toxic and confrontationa,

There are so many patterns, way of being

That makes you shun away from

Being in the middle of contradicting

Desires and demand

Leaves the soul empty and neurotic

Striving for a better life

But the scars are deeply ingrained

And soon enough

You fine yourself in the smae

Or similar family patterns

But with new people

Time to break up again

Restart

The lunch eventually

Turns out to be the expected

Dysfunctional encounter

With between the narcissist and

Lone wolf

Each one talking to himself

In the different corners of the

Room

So that the circle can start

Again and again forever