Lost

Time passes quickly

What is the best thing

To do

What if…

The sky is getting darker

Gray clouds and some rain

Then the

Evening lights

And slow thoughts as a

Vague memory

Of another life

Evening Clouds

The feeling

Is clear and certain

If I die this evening

It is okey

The weather is warm

And the clouds are beautiful

I had my experience

Feeling so great a few moments

That is enough

I don’t need more

I don’t care for more

Maybe I am free

Juxtaposition

Life includes

Most of the time

Things in between

Rooms that

Are made for

Movement,

People perfect strangers

Passes by

On their way to obliteration

They are here just like you

Existing in perfect juxtaposition

To themselves like mirrors

For the sun

There are no message and plenty of messages

In this order

Decision

The intensive light

Is here again

And the nights har turned

Blue

This is the time when I

Have to make those hard

Decision

I am not ready

To do it at all

Subway

I came to late

Just in time

When they sealed

Of the station

A woman in civil clothes

Telling people not to go

Down

Then came the fire trucks

Ambulances and police cars

With all their equipment

The water on the platform

Were the only remains

One hour later

And Again

The evening is here

A glance at the

Eternal night that never ends

No more feelings

No more pain

Only peace

What is the meaning?

None of course

Just being here

Out of nothing

On the way to

Nothing

An Ugly Winter Night

Life at it’s worse
In the middle of the winter
In the land of the dead
The land of my dad

Where all emotion turned to ice
I never loved your white death
Ugly grey evenings starting at lunch

Slowly the cold eats into your soul
Numbing life and emotion
Here death regins

We move slowly through life
Never getting rid of the frozen ice
That has consumed us
That some think is so wonderful

Evening

Friday a good day

For fraud and getting

Drunk after work

I did neither

Just listening to the wind

And the children playing